I’m not one of those people that you’ll make miserable anymore. You’ve done more than your fair share of it for so long and I’ve had enough. I’ve cut you out and it was the best thing I’ve ever done. All the wrong you did to me will come back to you tenfold. I’m a big believer in Karma, and you better believe that she’s coming for you. It might take some time for Karma to catch up to you, but in the end, you’ll get what’s coming.
You’re not God’s gift to women. You’re not the absolute best thing to happen to anyone. You’re not the honest person that you claim to be. You’re manipulative, abusive, vindictive, vengeful, hateful, harmful, dishonest, and so much more.
I’ve seen every side there is of you and I’m absolutely disgusted with the kind of person you are. The façade you put on for everyone…and they believe it! You’ve even gotten so good at it, that you yourself believe the shit that you say. I’m honestly in awe of how they could believe the lies you tell them. I’m even in awe of myself, because at one time, I stupidly believed them too.
I used to believe in the whole “forgive & forget” thing, but I don’t anymore. I can honestly say that I’ll never forgive or forget what you did. The memories haunt me and God knows I wish I could forget you. I wish I had never even had you in my life.
I’m sure I sound bitter, and honestly, I am. The damage you’ve caused me will follow me for years to come. Yes, in time I will heal, but you? You’ll always be a miserable person. You’ll never change, no matter how many lies you tell yourself and others. You’re not capable of remorse for the things you’ve done.
I’m angrier at myself than you. I’m angry that I let a man treat me like I was lower than dirt. I’m angry that I let a man diminish myself-worth. I’m angry that I let a man come between me and my family. I’m angry that I let a man push me almost to the point of no return.
In time, I won’t be angry or bitter anymore. Every single day with you out of my life gets better.
