Until the day, you see your world crumble before your eyes, the one you love, you are barely able to recognize, leave the petty gossip behind closed doors.
This is my prayer for now and ever more.
If you think you are right to mock a broken heart, a wounded child or a family torn apart, you have no bearing in this life.
Talk about toxic? Toxic is seeing the one you love intentionally destroy themselves and those you called a 'friend', helping them to meet their end.
Until the day the father of your child, the love of your life, takes his last breath in front of you and is slipping out of this world, and you alone, and helpless beside his hospital bed, you will never know the true feeling of dread.
Until the day you know true love despite all the hurt, pain and heartbreak and fear, you will never be free, just a low down common piece of trash to me.
Talk about me all you want, gossip is a tool for the wicked and until you understand the whole truth from the point of view of those it happened to, you will never know the hurt I have been through.
Forgiveness is scary. I will give my life to ensure my son’s eyes never fill with tears again, alas this is the chance you take.
Loving an addict is the hardest thing a person can ever do and until the day you understand the reasons why don’t ever speculate on me and mine
Flashes of anger still see the in me and are at time unable to be reined in, this is the damage that an addict can do, also the truly toxic people those in active addiction run to.
Never allow yourself to think that rock bottom will find its way, for many of those suffering it is already too late.
The lifestyle of an addict is one of survival, the next high more important than their children’sown survival, a sad life to live, and one that more often than not ends in the ultimate way.
There is no coming back, no second chance, when the time is right, the addiction will win and those left broken-hearted and confused will be left at the bottom of their crack stem.
So peace, hope and love, I pray for you all and standing up no matter how painful, each time you fall Being hurt by an addict is a risk you take but until the day you love one, don’t ever speculate
