Why am I still here waiting for you to come around when I know that I deserve better? Why are you still the one that I want? I know that I should've started running a long time ago and never looked back, but here I am, at a standstill, waiting for you to run and catch up. But you're not running towards me. You're running in the opposite direction. So why am I still standing here?
Part of me is hoping that you'll turn around and come back to me, hoping that you'll change and become the man I know you can be.
You could be a great man, a man who knows what he has and who will treat me the way I deserve to be treated. You don't want to be that man and that's a problem. The bigger problem is that I know my worth, but I'm still standing here, waiting for a man who brings so much hurt into my life.
I know I shouldn't wait for you, but what if you really do change? What if you turn into the man of my dreams and I leave too soon? And then you'll give the love that I want to someone else.
Walking away would be in my best interest, but all my heart wants is you.
My heart knows that all you're out to do is break it. Deep down I know that you're not the guy for me and that I deserve more than this.
I feel sorry for you. One day my heart will give up. One day I'll be strong enough to walk out of this standstill. When that day comes, you'll have lost someone great and probably the best thing that ever happened to you.
One day you'll look back and realize what you lost. You'll realize that it's your fault for not fighting for me when you had the chance. You'll realize how much hurt you caused me, someone who only cared about you and what's best for you. The day will come when you regret losing me, but by then it'll be too late.
One day I'll realize that you were never worth my time because you'venever seen my worth. I'll realize how much better off I am without you.
I hope you never make anyone else feel this way. I don't want you to love anyone else, but I don't wish this pain on anyone else. There are times when I think I can literally feel my heart breaking and it's an excruciating pain.
You're running out of time, but for now I'm still waiting on you to come around.