I never let people in or get close to me. I've shown people my weak and vulnerable sides, just to have them walk away because they didn't feel I was worth it to stick around.
But you didn't.
When you met me, I was broken, immature, impulsive, and uncompromisingly stubborn. I've never been someone to open up, talk about feelings or emotions.
Until I met you and you became so much more than a best friend. You're my soul friend. You're my person. And I'm utterly grateful for you.
You don't know how much you mean to me, and you'll never understand how much you've truly helped me in life.
You saw me as someone who was worth getting to know beyond the surface. You saw me as someone who is a good person that kept myself closed off and private for my own reasons.
That I just needed to be proven to that someone could come in my life with good intentions and wouldn't be like everyone else who has fucked me over.
I get it, I'm a lot to handle, I'm a lot to deal with.
My past experiences have made me handle life with the only survival skills I know, which are not letting people get close, not telling people anything me, my past, or my life.
The past has shown me repeated patterns of basic, bitchy ass, backstabbing, toilet licking slutbags who are only there if it benefits them.
But you're the real MVP.
You showed me that not all people are going to walk away, that not all people will fuck you over, or judge you.
You have proved to me that people can be kind hearted without any hidden ulterior motives. That it's okay to let someone in and take a chance and be weak or vulnerable because we're humans and shit happens.
You tell me when I'm wrong, when I've fucked up, but you're always there to support me and encourage me in my quest to figure myself, and this world out.
Whether I want to hear it or not, you always give me the advice I need. And you're there to pick up the pieces when I don't listen to said advice. No matter what, you're my ride or die.
I just want to say thank you, I'd be lost without you. And now you're stuck with me bitch! You're welcome.