Boy, Make Up Your Mind. Get your sh*t together. Bottom line. You have a good girl, who loves you with everything in her, and you're destroying her.
She's doing her best to save your relationship and to keep you happy but at the moment you are ruining those chances.
Your relationship started out perfect. Best friends to lovers. Typical romance that many people were jealous of, let's be real.
Then things drastically changed, you got annoyed with her. You got annoyed with her constant questions and how she always wanted to be together.
She got tired of you being busy. She got sick of waiting around for you to text back and that's when things got hard.
You were questioning your relationships and forcing her to question her self worth.
We all know you aren't going to find a better girlfriend that will put up with you so why are you throwing this one away?
You're a good guy deep inside. We all know you will be a great dad one day and you're a hard worker. Stop playing around and realize what you want.
You're hurting her. You need to realize you not knowing what you want is killing her inside but she's too sweet to tell you that.
She's too kind to hurt you like that.
So figure it out. Figure out what you want to do and don't make the wrong choice because you'll forever regret it.
Know who has been here for you at the drop of a hat. Know whose been your best friend through everything and never once given up on you, and don't give up on her.
She deserves the best, and if you don't give her the best, she will eventually walk away.