Hey Dad,
So, this definitely took longer than both of us ever expected that it would take. But here I am, on the brink of finally graduating college.
But this is a bittersweet moment.
Although the excitement and anticipation of graduating are like a fire inside of me, there’s still a part of me that is missing.
Obviously, that missing piece is you.
However, I have always remembered and never forgotten the one thing you wanted from me before you passed away.
You wanted me to get back to school and to finish. You asked me one last time, “Are you going to go back to school and finish?” I remember replying “yes” even though I had no idea when that day would even come…or if the opportunity would ever come again. I was finally accepted into university–this opportunity and this blessing came out of nowhere, and for some reason, I didn’t want to accept it. I didn’t deserve it, why would I want this, when I would rather have you here in a heartbeat.
I may never know the answer as to why these events have played out the way that they have until my time comes. But you have been with me every step of the way throughout this entire journey, and for that I am thankful.
I look forward to the sunrise next Saturday morning, and as it shines down on me, I will look up (as I always do), and know that your face is big and bright with a wide smile looking directly down on me.
I will hear your voice (as I sometimes do) tell me, “Good job, K. I’m proud of you.”
Love you always and forever,
Your oldest and only daughter;
Your college graduate.
Class of 2016
