For years, I had wondered about you. When will I become pregnant with you? Will you be a girl or a boy? Who will you look like more, me or your father? Those are some of the many questions I have.
Regardless of these, I know that you will be a blessing in my life. Here's a few things I would like you to know, from future mother, to child.
You will have a father in your life.
I'm going to make sure you have something that I didn't have growing up, an active father.I may have done fine without one, but I feel like it's important for you, my child, to have a mother and a father.
I would hope that throughout your life, him and I are still together,watching you grow up.
When you're older, I want you to look back and say "Wow, I want a relationship like my them"
If that is not the case, and him and I are not together., I don't want that to affect the relationship you have with him. Just because I'm not with him, doesn't mean he can't be apart of your life.
I'm not perfect.
I'm going to be new at this mom thing and I'm human. With that being said, I'm going to make mistakes.
I know some of them are going to cause you to be upset.
Just know, that I'm trying to be the best mother I can be to you.
The last thing I want to happen is for you to be upset because of me, but sometimes, it's just unavoidable.
You will be loved.
You will not be loved by just me and your father, but by your grandmother(who will spoil you to death), your uncle, your great grandparents and my friends.
Those are just the people on my side. You'll have them, plus the people on your fathers side, so don't you ever feel like you aren't loved or wanted because you are and always will be.
I will be there every step of the way.
From when you take your first steps, to when you get your first heartbreak and beyond, I will be there. There will be times where it will get tough for both of us, but you better know that I'm not going anywhere.
I will support you no matter what
Whatever decisions you decide to make, I will support you and whatever you choose to do, even if I don't agree with it.
If it turns that you are gay? Okay cool. You don't want to go to college? Well alright. I'm not going to look at you any different. You are my child, and as long as you are happy and healthy, that's all that matters.
I love you so much, and I can't wait to see you come into this world, not just giving me, but everyone you know, pure joy and happiness.
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