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To The Boy Stringing Me Along

You said all the right things, you came along in my time of need and showed me how it felt to have someone care…or pretend they did. You kissed me right, you treated me right, you took a broken girl and you acted like you cared. I gave you my heart, I opened up to you far too soon, but I couldn't help it, I wanted everything you acted like you could give me.

Now I'm left here, in pain, wondering why I can't just end it with you. I know you don't want anything serious for whatever reason you feel like giving me, but I can't end it. I keep holding on to the hope that one day we can be more.I keep hoping you'll suddenly care, suddenly you'll show me that you want me. I told you everything about how I felt, you gave me empty words, I fell for them. My heart is hurting, I think about you daily, or the you I wish I had, but my head knows you aren't coming. Why did you have to do this? Why can't I put an end to the games? It's not fair…you can't use me like this and get away with it, but I can't stop it, because you feed me these lines, the lines my heart just falls for. I used to think that being friends with benefits would be amazing, but now I'm left here, guessing and wondering. 

Please, let me go, if you don't really want me. I deserve more than this, I deserve to be treated right.