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To the Friend I Thought I Had

I never thought the day would come that you wouldn't be in my life, that we would just be two strangers. 

I thought you would be here for me at my toughest time,when I felt useless. I was wrong. You left and ignored me, something that you promised you would never do. 

You did though, over and over again, but this time, I don't think you're coming back.

There's one thing that makes you different from others. They stayed until I became too much, became annoying. With you? You came and went, saying it was you not me.

Looking back, I think that was total bullsh*t.

There was a point where you were going through a tough time. I decided to reach out, but once again, I was ignored. 

You may not have been there for me, but I was for you.

This just goes to show that I care too much about people who don't care about me. 

Guess those months of friendship meant nothing to you.