I let myself become vulnerable with you in hopes that you wouldn’t hurt me, but you did.
I gave you a part of me and you acted like it meant nothing to you.
How could we go from talking every day, to not talking at all? How did we go from making each other laugh to being sad? Are you even sad? Do you even care? I kept trying to get you to tell me what’s going on, but you just shut down on me.
You told me you wouldn’t be distant anymore, but now you just vanished. I don’t know what went wrong. I kept my promise to you, does that mean nothing?
This isn’t like a heartbreak, because we weren’t actually ever really anything but this does hurt. Not talking to you hurts.
The pain is something I can and will move on from, but it’s also taught me a lesson…
I won’t let my guard down anymore, with anyone. All people do is disappoint you, leave you, betray you and lie to you now.
I won’t trust anyone new, any time soon.
It’s not that I’m afraid of being alone, I actually quite like it. I just wanted a friend, someone I felt a connection with for the first time in such a long time. Someone that wanted to talk to me and see me.
My expectations aren’t too high, they’re actually very standard.
Don’t lie to me, be upfront and honest – even when the truth hurts, match myeffort in what a friendship should be like, don’t get my hopes up, etc.
It’s not really that hard, is it?
