You came in without warning, literally out of no where, and stole a tiny piece of my heart already. It happened so fast. One day I'm nursing a broken heart, and the next, you're bringing me pizza and making me laugh. Slowly, day by day, you've helped me heal. You've seen me at my worst, at my lowest. And yet here you are, still sticking by my side. You've held me when I've cried, listened to me when I needed to talk, and refused to let me be sad over dumb shit. I cannot thank you enough.
I've spent my life closed up, guarded, and skeptical. I've only been hurt time and time again. I guess I have a gift for attracting shitty people and letting them into my life. Over time I have built walls in order to protect myself. Running away when things got too serious was my style. But then I finally grew up because I was missing out on some amazing people. I started letting people get closer to me emotionally and mentally. I started letting my walls down and started giving chances and taking risks.
I've still been screwed over, walked all over, heart stomped, and I've been deeply hurt, but it's been worth it. I've met some horrible toxic people who I've had to cut ties with, who have become a lesson, and I've met some amazing people who have been blessings. Like you.
Meeting you was the best blessing I could have ever had. You are amazing. You have showed me how I should be treated. You have showed me the kindness I deserve. You have been my rock. You go out of you way for me, making me feel like a princess. I just want you to know how grateful I am I met you.
You've been an amazing friend, and someone I'm slowly falling for. I never expected it, I never saw it coming. Things haven't been easy, and I know I'm a lot to handle, but thank you for being patient with me. Thank you for being the person you are. You're pretty damn special. I think the fact that I didn't get a flying fuck if you saw me raw, exposed, and at the lowest point in time for me allowed me to emotionally connect with you. That in it's self is a huge step for me.
I want you to know that I am so grateful for you. I appreciate every small and big thing you do for me. At the end of the day, I can say that you are one of the most genuine and compassionate people I have ever met. The simple fact of how you make me feel like I am the only girl in this world means so much. You have helped me in so many ways, and you'll never know how much that means to me. I owe you everything, and yet you expect nothing. You are a saint.
Please know this, you are the person who helped me pick up the broken pieces of my heart, the person who's been a true friend, and a guy who I have real feelings for, so don't hurt me. I need you to know that I am trusting you with my already fragile heart, so please don't crush it, or me. It couldn't take another stomping like that. I also want you to know, I fucking adore you.
