It’s ironic because you called me crazy, psychotic, worthless, and a bitch but those words become meaningless when they come from such a heartless coward who didn’t have the balls to stick around and raise our little girl.
She doesn’t deserve the hell of not growing up with a father, she deserves the picture perfect life every little girl dreams of. Do you realize how crucial it is for a little girl to have a strong male figure through all stages of life? Or do you only think about yourself?
The day I gave birth to our daughter was the most amazing experience I have ever experienced in my entire life. Looking into her eyes I knew she would be my world forever and I couldn’t wait to see the amazing person she grows up to be. I just wish you could’ve experienced this feeling too, but you were too caught up in your own world to care.
It breaks my heart that one day I’m going to have to sit down with her and explain to her who her daddy is. I’m going to have to help her understand that it’s not her fault that her father didn’t want to be part of her life. That you and I just had different life goals; mine consisted of taking care of this angel in my belly and yours was to take care of yourself.
I’m going to have to wipe the tears from her cheeks as she cries at night, wondering if she’ll ever meet you or if one day you’ll cross paths without even realizing.
How can you sleep at night knowing that you are allowing an innocent soul to grow up and experience such heartache?
What I won’t do is speak negatively about you around her. She doesn’t deserve to grow up in an environment filled with such hostility. It is ultimately her decision if she wants to meet you, but I will always protect her from harm and that includes you. If you plan on coming into her life for a moment and then disappearing, think again.
You will not tarnish my precious girl’s heart with your games.
I want you to know is that the thought of you no longer shatters my heart all over again like it did the day you left. Now when I see your name, it doesn’t make me smile, it doesn’t make tears well up in my eyes, it’s just another name and another day. In fact, you’ve made me a stronger individual.
The hell you’ve put me through taught me how to be the best mother I can be with the ability to raise a precious little girl all on her own without a single fret. In the end, it’s you who lost out on everything and now you live with this regret and weight on your shoulders. I will always ensure our daughter knows she is loved by so many and her life is filled with nothing but positivity.
On that note, I want to thank you for leaving because you made me realize the kind of person I need to be for our daughter and this is the person I’ve always been capable of becoming.
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