The broken girls have the deepest love. – r.h. sin
Please be patient with me. I once gave my heart away and in return it was completely broken. I have come to terms with my past relationship and I want no parts of it in my life. However, sometimes there are days where the pain comes back to haunt me. There will be days when I need you to love me just a little more than usual.
This will not be easy. It will be something we will both have to work at for a little while. I will drive you crazy, piss you off and some days come across as needy. I will hold you accountable for your actions, choices and mistakes. Everyday I will push you and encourage you to be the best person that you can be, and i hope you do the same for me. One thing about being in a toxic relationship in the past is that it teaches you exactly what you don't want in a relationship, and exactly what you need in one.
The good thing is that you know what they say, “nothing in life worth having comes easy.” I promise I will try my hardest not to punish you for my past. But i know in my weakest moments that i will fail at that promise. I promise to love with with everything that I have because that's the type of lover that I am. I won't leave you when things get tough. However, I also won't allow you to treat me badly or settle for less than I deserve.
In my everyday life I am no longer broken. I am whole, strong, happy, and confident. However, when it comes to love it seems to bring out my weaknesses, memories of abuse and reminders of all the love I once gave that was taken for granted. Life will test us at times, please remain to stand by my side fighting with me and not against me. Reassure me on my worst days. Hug me tight and hold me as often as you can, it makes me feel secure.
Most importantly, choose to love me everyday. Make me feel beautiful, laugh with me, smile with me, and grow with me. If you want to give me something no other man has then give me consistency. Show me with not only your words but your actions that my heart is safe with you. I don't need you to be perfect because i'm not perfect. I just need you to be my lover, protector and most of all my best friend.
