Today is one of those days where life does not make sense. The path you chose, why you chose it, and why you are still on it all become a blur.
You wonder what could happen if you left.
You wonder what would happen of you just texted that one number that you are restraining yourself from using.
You wonder what would happen if you just showed up at that door.
You wonder for a moment what would become if you got in your car and drove, doesn’t matter which way, but you drove and never looked back. You don’t stop until you need gas.
You wonder what it’d feel like to be liberated as you stare down the ocean on the other end of the continent.
Today is one of those days that you question your very existence, why are you here? What is your purpose?
Today is one of those days that you hold back every tear that is destined to fall.
Today is one of those days that you pray tomorrow will be better.
