Unrequited Love
They say, "love is patient, love is kind"
But what is love if you're heart is not mine?
I fell in love, it left me blind
My love was yours but yours not mine.
You broke my walls, tore them down
Did everything to keep me around
I fell for you with my love so true
Your eyes say it all,
Hallow and brown
Showing no feeling
I'm tumbling down
I want your touch, I want your heart
All I want is a part,
A part of your heart to call my own
Something hit me, I took a look around.
What am I doing? Why am I here?
I don't understand
I'm living my biggest fear
Losing you feels like the end so much
I can't even begin to comprehend
You say you don't know what it is to love
Look at your parents, look at your past
You poured your love out to the undeserving, shattered the glass
The glass was thrown out, not one piece left behind
None for the others who think you're worth their time
Your heart is locked, deep far away
I wish for you, someone worthy enough to break that lock away
Since you know it's not me, let's play a game of catch and release
You stay here and I'll leave in peace
The game is over but
I won't go far
In case there comes a time
A time when you realize that love is there
A time when you realize how much you care
Indescribable-
The pain of being unloved
I can't keep doing this to myself, I need my love to be felt.
I want it so bad
I want a love that can’t be had
A love you can’t give
I want a love that the world can see
What I need-
Affection by touch
Affection by words
This time,
I let high expectations get the best of me
These questions remain:
Is something wrong with me?
What can't I see?
Just give me a reason
Just give me some bliss
High on your touch
Lost in my love
Unanswered questions
Unrequited love
