The past is the past, what’s done is done. That’s all you say. You don’t stop and think that what you’ve done and what you’ve failed to do in the past almost 13 years of our relationship has destroyed me! You failed to recognize me as your spouse, you kicked me out repeatedly, you trashed my looks and my figure, you blew money behind my back, moved out, and let me get evicted by myself. You didn’t even come to help move your crap out of the house. You pawned my wedding bands, after we were married! Now you want to tell me you are changing, the only reason you are changing is because I had an affair and that need for your love and affection died because you never chose to nuture it. I begged you to love me, and you refused. So look where we are now. I don’t want to be here but I don’t want to leave.
