A year ago my life was so different. Looking back, I wouldn’t even recognize who I am today.
When you walked into my life, I didn’t need you. I had no idea how badly I would grow to want you.
I already had someone to love. I had love that I thought was built to last me through the years.
You changed that. Ever so slowly you made me realize that I was trapped in a façade that was disguised as love.
And then without even noticing, I began falling for you.
Every week that passed I fell a little more. You gave me inches and I wanted miles.
At that point in time, it wasn’t feasible. We weren’t ready.
But now months have gone by and feelings haven’t changed.
The time apart has only grown the love I accidentally fell into.
For months we have spent hours late at night talking about our unknown looming future.
Our lives are intertwined and I made a conscious decision to keep myself in your web even knowing that things could go completely wrong.
But I have to trust my gut. I have never fought for myself before and this time I am.
I am fighting for my future. I am fighting for our future.
I want to grow old with you, but first I want to be young with you.
Our future is ready. Its just waiting for you.