Us magical beings like to think that the universe holds our hand- and that through all things fair and just, Karma will dish out what we need and deserve for being a great human being. We meditate, we recycle, we do yoga. Every pet in need holds a dear place in our heart, and if it were up to us (and our budget) we would have a pet sanctuary where no harm would come to the fuzzy hearts that are helpless and in need of love; much like ourselves.
However; it seems that no matter how much love and energy we put put into the universe, that Karma bitch doesn't seem to get it right! I am a single mother. A strong woman (perhaps not by choice but rather by need). Karma left my side somewhere along a broken marriage and today's date. I have found myself pulling broken pieces of my heart back together twice after my heart was broken and my soul dragged through the mud after trusting in someone whom I thought would be the one after my 10 year marriage was null and void.
You live, you learn right? Yet, it seems that Karma still refuses to hold my hand and be that BFF I so badly NEED! Why? I want to believe I'm not the only one who's side she's not on. Am I not cool enough to join the VIP Karma rewards? Perhaps there is something funky with my aura? Not enough patchouli, or perhaps the wrong brand?! Are the stars not aligned? Did I not chant the OM in tune? Hell, at this point, get me in touch with the closest Chaman in your local area ladies!
I can write a book on all of my misfortunes- the most recent a Hollywood-like accident that has cost me a high deductible right before my planned vacation, back to school, and of course a downhill spiral of my ever-so delicate budget that seems to cringe at the thought that I may or may not be taking on a stripper pole just to replace the much needed funds that are depleted.
Ladies, especially those rare-breeds that we call single moms, keep your head up! I know there is a golden pot at the end of the rainbow… or so those lucky SOB's tell me there is- you know, the ones that wake up and have time and luck on their side?
-Keep on!
