I was your world, your shadow, your little girl..
then, my world flipped upside down. I was no longer that up beat little daddies girl
I had my world ripped away from me. One day it was there.. the next I was wondering
what I did wrong. What I did to you to hate me, to choose a drug over your little girl, your world.
I blamed myself for years. I grew up faster than any tween should have to.
I had to be the adult. Deal with loosing my house, deal with realizing that my daddy disappeared
one day. Disappeared to a drug who meant more to him. I was traded in for a drug, for a high.
I grew up faster than any child should grow up. Thrown into a world of bad people, liars,
cheaters, abusers.
My view of the world went from being filled with horses, cats, dolls and rainbows.. to
confusion, blame, lying, hiding…
growing up in one single day.
