I spent the night watching the corner of the hotel room my fiance and I are currently occupying, begging him to stay awake with me so my thoughts did not get the best of me.
You see?
This stay with him in our hotel room has most definitely been something of nightmares.
The first night, I ended up breaking down crying, recalling everything you did and everything that happened.
Not to mention that sex usually ends in tears and constantly apologizing.
But, now is the time to say this; you may have taken my innocence, you may have left me broken and confused in a motel room, but you will not control the rest of my life.
I will not allow you to have that kind of hold over me, and I will no longer be a burden to the people who love me because I have allowed you to come into parts of my life that you should not have been welcomed into.
While laying in the dark last night, my fiance close to drifting off to sleep, I had to ask him to stay awake with me as the shadows that lurked at the edges of our room invaded my mind with gruesome thoughts.
When you left me crying, my fiance holds me and wipes my tears.
When I felt crumbled and alone, my partner put my pieces back together.
When I felt broken and depressed, he showed me the light and my true worth.
You may have taken my innocence, but I have taken back my pride.
