You made me fit into a class that I never thought I would, I am now considered to be 1 of 4 women who struggle with the aftermath of a sexual trauma.

 

I however, will never be considered your victim. Instead I survived. 

 

That survival has come with many emotions the first of which being anger. I am angry that the event even happened. And I am angry that I am the one that has to deal with the aftermath of your actions. I am angry that there was nothing that I could have done differently to change the outcome of that day. And I am angry that if it had not been that day, I am confident that it would have been another day, time and place. And I am angry that you had no care about my safety. All you could see was the power that you needed to hold over me. You only thought about the gratification that you would feel after it was over. You only cared about what you wanted and that is not fair.