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14 Reasons I Was Always Too Good For You

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“But even when I stop crying, even when we fall asleep and I’m nestled in his arms, this will leave another scar. No one will see it. No one will know. But it will be there. And eventually all the scars will have scars and that is all I will be, one big scar of a love gone wrong.??? ? Amanda Grace, But I Love Him

I sit around and think about you and everything you did (and didn’t do) to hurt me. I go over it in my mind a hundred, a thousand times and I wonder what it was that made me so into you. What it was that made me allow myself to go through all of that. And beyond that, a truth becomes so glaringly obvious to me: I was always so much better than you. 

I’ve always been honest. That’s more than I can say for you. You have lied over and over again, and you were so good at it, so skilled at it, it was scary. 

I never misled you, or lead you on. But you kept me around far longer than you wanted to, gave me the impression that you actually cared for me. I would never do that to someone. 

I never used you. I never used you for money, sex, or even company. I was with you because I wanted to be with you. I genuinely liked you. 

I’m just a nicer person than you are. I’ve noticed that even in casual conversations, I was always about forgiveness toward others and you were always about revenge and punishment. 

You aren’t even nice to waiters. You did things like snap your fingers and you almost never left a 20% tip. I mean, what’s wrong with you? 

You can do fake nice pretty well. You are one of the biggest fakes I’ve ever come in contact with. You’ll say one thing to someone’s face and then as soon as they’re out of earshot, you’re saying something completely different. 

But behind closed doors, I know who you are. I know you’re broken, and you either don’t have the willingness or the strength to fix yourself. You are a very sad person. 

It’s a shame, because with your intelligence you could have done a lot of things. Unfortunately, you let your terrible personality get in the way of everything. 

Because I had such high hopes for you. You held such potential in the beginning, with your charm and your smile. You listened, and seemed to care. 

I thought you were the one. I don’t know if it was a chemical thing or not, but for awhile there I really fell for you. 

But it turns out, you were only the person I thought I needed. I guess I’m a sucker for a good show, because it was all a front. A performance. 

Your sense of integrity needs some work. To this day, I’m not even sure you know the difference between right and wrong. 

And your priorities do, as well. I came to find out the hard way that it was never about me, it was always only about you. 

So I’m going to leave you to that, and hope you’ve learned from this.  Although I’m pretty sure you’re a narcissist, so I don’t even know if you care to learn. 

“i might not be everything you ever wanted, but I’ll always be more than you deserve.??? – Bob Ong


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