How do I just forget You ??
Like how do I forget about the times you’ve made my heart beat so fast I thought it was about to jump straight out of my chest?
How do I forget about the times you made me laugh so hard tears formed in my eyes? Or the times I couldn’t help but smile at you because I was just so damn happy, every bit of me couldn’t contain it.
Maybe there’s a part of me that wants to fix you,
Or that wants to show you how to be loved and for the first time, be the person who sticks around when things get tough. Or maybe it’s just me…maybe I’m just being stubborn and holding on for too long like I always do because I never learn. But loving you is slowly breaking my heart.
I’m no longer the girl you’d do anything for just to make me smile.
I’m no longer the girl you put above all when I should be. You toss me aside and treat me like my love for you is nothing. You let my insecurities get the best of me without realizing that I needed you to reassure me and help me get through it. Now you mistake my frustration and disappointment with being demanding and immature without realizing that the source of my issues and pain comes from you.
I love you, but you’re breaking my heart and I’m not sure how much longer I can hold on.