I won’t lie, sometimes I do catch myself missing you. And I pick my phone up to call or text but only for a few seconds before realizing it’s not worth it. I remember all the horrible things you did to me. And I put my phone down and continue on with my day.
I wrote the letter below that I am currently using as a coping mechanism to remind myself that regardless of the feelings I still have for him, going back to him is not an option.
“Remember how he made you feel so unwanted and unloved even when he was right beside you.
And remember begging for his attention.
Remember trying to look your best in hopes he would compliment you.
And remember doing anything he asked even when it meant you had to go out of your comfort zone to make him happy.
Remember how you spent most nights wide awake praying he doesn’t leave you the following day.
And remember how you spent every day uncertain about his feelings for you.
