Remember staring at your phone waiting for messages and calls that never came.
And remember when he down played your relationship and disrespected you with his friends.
Remember the times he would call you annoying for giving him ‘too much’ affection.
And remember the times you felt sick while lying next to him but you didn’t want to wake him in fear he might get mad at you for disturbing his sleep.
Remember how you always cooked for him and he didn’t help you clean up afterwards.
And remember how your grandfather passed away and all he said was “sorry to hear” and changed the topic to how he had to go to sleep as it was late.
Remember how he always made you feel like an option and never a priority.
And remember how he always shut your feelings down whenever you tried to talk about something emotional.
Remember every time he called you ‘crazy’ to take the blame off him.
