Finally, my heart was beating again. I could laugh, I could cry, I could care with no doubts. I was unstoppable with so much power. I could feel again and I wasn’t afraid of loving you. You destroyed the walls I have never thought anyone was ever going to be able to destroy.
But then you needed to leave for a time, you needed to find yourself and you couldn’t do that with me holding you back.
But when you came back I saw your body by my side, but you the soul of my love behind. You never fully came back to me. I knew something had changed… You had changed and my beautiful daydream became a nightmare. You didn’t want to tell me what was going on with you, so I blamed myself. I thought I did something wrong. I was looking for answers. I was crying, suffering, and angry.
It was painful for me, but I was patient, understanding, caring, not even a jealous type. I was open-minded, giving you the space you needed. I didn’t call you 24/7, asking where you were or who you were with. I wasn’t bombarding you with future plans or asking you to make promises to me I knew you couldn’t keep.
