I gave you freedom and space. I won’t say I’m perfect, but I am perfect for you, especially now.
I barely know a girl who would be able to handle your lifestyle. And your past? A thousand and one would run away from you, but I did not. I accepted who you were and I had fallen in love with not only the way you made me feel, not only with your smile, and sense of humor, but I fell in love with every tiny mistakes and flaw of yours as well.
I was happier than I ever have been. But to feel so confident and sure in one moment than to feel it ripped away from me in another broke me down. And I know you. I know you would never intentionally hurt me. I knew it was not about me, and you told me to “not take it personally” because you have issues.
Your life got to that point where you need to be focused, but in the other second you made me feel crazy, you made me feel it was my fault our love was destroyed. I was in pain, I was heartbroken and disappointed this is what we came to. We were stuck on a roller coaster that never seemed to end.
