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I Knew Goodbye Was Coming-An Open Letter

 

I Know What Comes Next

As hard as this is going to be, I know what’s to come.  I know what is inevitable and I know I can face it head on.  But in the interim, I really just want you to know everything.  I know I already wrote you a letter, and I know I said a lot.  I don’t regret a single thing.  I don’t regret a single second.  And I will never regret a single word I’ve ever said to you.  I can’t compete with a woman you say has your heart.  And for that reason, I need you to know I wish you all the love you’re looking for.  We all deserve that at the end of the day.

That song I played for you said, “hold me while you wait.”  I hope you listen to that from time to time.  I hope you remember me and what I would have given to just have a chance with you.  It does sound a little pathetic…huh?  But, I guess here’s the beauty of it all – I get to say my peace, and almost inevitably, it probably won’t matter right now, in the future, and possibly ever.