If there’s one thing that's important to me, it’s trust. Trust is everything. But I don’t want to hit you with too much too soon. I want to take this slowly so we can really understand each other.
That by itself is probably going to take some time. I may look like an uncomplicated girl on the outside but there’s so much more to me underneath the surface. If you scratch a little deeper, you’ll see all the skeletons that are in my closet
I’m almost scared to get rid of them because that means telling you things I’ve never ever told anyone else. I want to, but I want to make sure that you’re ready before I do.
I know you say you can handle anything, but there’re a lot of emotions attached to my story. And I have to pace myself until I'm ready to share them with you.
So far though,I’m doing a lot better with you than with anyone before. I’m beginning to want to tell you everything, which is pretty rare for me. And I have a feeling you can tear my walls down pretty easily.
I feel like that because unlike the other people before you, you genuinely care. You make the effort to see how I’m doing, what I’m going through, and how I’m handling things. By doing that, I know that you can deal with so much more than other people can.
And you don’t scare easily like I do. That’s why I’m starting to trust you so much. I think I could hit you with something out of the blue and you wouldn’t leave or be scared off, and that’s what I need.
As much as I don’t want to admit it, you’re becoming the person I want to go to when something is wrong. I want your opinion on my problems and your help to figure them out. And maybe it’s too early to say this now, but I’m beginning to believe that I need you.
If my gut feeling on this is right, then you’ll be around for a very long time. That means we’re going to take things slow and steady.
And when we do that, you’ll get all of me eventually. So for now, just be patient with me.
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