I am taking control back.
Nothing was ever your fault; you always placed the blame on others. Accepting responsibility is not something you’ve ever done in your lifetime.
You are the very definition of toxic: a complete and total narcissist.
You took advantage of me mentally, emotionally, physically and financially. I can’t even understand how or when it happened, but you had complete control over me.
I was your puppet.
You turned me into the very type of woman I’d always despised.
Had you taken the time to change yourself and become the version of you that you should be at this point in your life, you would have seen you had a great woman who didn’t deserve your mind games.
I was the woman who would’ve helped put all the broken pieces back together. A woman who would’ve helped you become the best version of yourself. Instead, you broke down the strong woman I was to make me fit your current needs.
And I allowed it- that will forever be on me. I accepted it as if it were normal.
There is nothing normal about tearing another person apart and making them feel dead inside for your own personal pleasure.
This is my life. The person you made me become is dead. You can no longer make me feel empty and numb. The days of me believing your every lie are over.
I am taking control again. I am getting me back.
I have hit my breaking point. I let you get the best of me.
But, you don’t win. I do. You lost when you lost me.
