I never realized how big those curveballs in life can be. And I thought immediately after getting out of my relationship, I needed to find something new because that is what I was good at. And I was good at being with someone rather than being alone. Having that mindset definitely threw me for a bigger loop and lead to many mistakes made. Those mistakes turned my life upside down. I became this person I wasn’t and never wanted to be.
I was consumed and focused on making something happen that wasn’t going to happen. And I began questioning whether I was good enough. I became depressed and acting out in ways before realizing I was better than that. And I had to take a step back, examine my life and figure out what was truly going on with me.
In the recent years, I was never truly consumed with social media. If anything, I mostly used Facebook as a way to communicate with certain people, update pictures here and there, and so on. In the past nine months, I have become more active, posting and documenting literally everything. I’ve recently started thinking what the next challenge could be for myself. I am all for making myself better in every way possible.
