There was only one hang up with Other Guy….he was only meant to fill a void. See, this guy called My Age stopped talking to me. Other Guy was made to fill his void and I told him that. I told him that we were to remain friends nd not to develop feelings for me. I began to feel bad because I knew he was sweet on me, but I didn’t have the same feelings towards him, making conversations and interactions very awkward. We also saw each other often at work.
I faked feelings for him. I thought he was sweet and cute, but my heart was truly still with my husband and a part of it (a small part of it) was with My Age.
So in mid-May that year, one night things came to a head. I was trashed, and since I deleted all the messages between him and I, I couldn’t remember most of the things I said. I made sure to piss him off though. So I apologized the next day without a response from him. This was unusual.
