You Let me Have my Bad Days
Through this there are going to be bad days and you know that. If I need a day in bed, you never make me feel bad about it. You ask if I need anything and if I do you are right there coming to my rescue. You help me through it with some take out or you bring me a good movie. You lay next to me and rub my back because you can see the tension building up in my back. You love me through the bad days!
You don’t ask questions
I am sure that you want to know what the thing was that broke me. You see the pieces and you see me trying to put them back together. I am sure that you want to ask. I am sure that you have questions that you are going to ask at some point. However, right now you are so in tune with the fact that this is something that has been crippling. So, you know that right now is not the time to ask. I promise you that at some point I will sit down and answer all of your questions.
Most of all I want to thank you for loving me through this.
This is not going to be a journey that is not going to be easy or short. We have a long way to go on this. I know that it takes a strong person to walk through this when it did not happen to them. Mostly because regardless of whether I want to or not I have to walk through this. I have to live with this because it did happen to me. So thank you for being there and being willing to walk through this with me. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for listening and for being willing to do what I need to do. Thank you for letting me be in control of certain things. Thank you for loving me, as a survivor!
