My Heart Is Too Big to Be Your Lonely Call

 

You see I’m the girl who loves, who genuinely cares and wants the best for you. A love that isn’t meaningful isn’t what I’m looking for. I want months and years not hours or days.

 

I want to be the girl you text randomly during the day because something reminded you of me. I’m the girl who makes you daydream about the future. I’m the girl you go out with on a Saturday and spend Sunday on the couch with. I’d give you the world if I could but I’m not moving mountains for someone who only makes his move when he feels like it.

 

My self-worth means much more than a temporary fix. I’m sure you don’t even stop to think about what it does to a girl’s self-esteem when all you do is call late at night or how we would end up regretting seeing you in the morning. So I’m going to save myself the heartache.

 

That is all you are, heartache disguised in cute little “I miss you” text messages or those cute little faces you make on snapchat. So let me save you some of the hassles the next time you’re trying to pick your next victim.

 

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Audi Anderson

Audi is a 27 year old graduate, from the University of Iowa with a Bachelors Degree in English who one day aspires to attend law school. I am an avid lover of football, baseball, soccer, horror movies, selfies and napping. At a young age I loved reading and writing stories and connecting with people and from that sparked my endless rambling on about anything I can talk to others about. Writing is a huge passion of mine, it can bring so many different cultures and backgrounds together. If my writing reaches out to just one person and makes them feel better about themselves or the situation they are going through then it's worth every moment of vulnerability and putting yourself out there. Everyone struggles whether they vocalize it or internalize and sometimes you just need someone to relate to, or better yet someone to tell you that it's okay and things have to always get better. So just think of me as that friend who always has an open ear and attempts to help you make sense of it all. Think of me as the person who will constantly remind you of your worth Twitter handle: audifaceia Facebook URL: https://www.facebook.com/Audi-Anderson-1680955325523897/

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