We spent every day of those three months together. EVERY DAY.
It didn’t matter if we were just driving around town for ice cream or if we were cuddled on the couch watching a movie. We spent every day of those summer days together.
One day he wanted to kiss, the next he wanted to be just friends, then the next he would want a relationship again.
IT WAS A ROLLER COASTER.
Now I knew getting into this, that this boy never knows how to make up his mind but I wasn’t prepared for such a wild ride.
I put up with a lot of crap because he was my first love, best friend and person but it was probably more than I should have ever thought to put up with.
Don’t get me wrong I believe that he was such a genuinely amazing person and love him to death, but sometimes enough is enough.
The twists and turns left me feeling nauseous.
The highs were high but the lows were low.