Thanks for the laughs. You made me laugh real hard, but it definitely wasn't because of the good times we shared or silly memories we created.
You made me laugh at myself, because I was so stupid to trust you.
I pulled the wool over my own eyes, and now I feel so incredibly dumb for wasting so much time on you. You literally gave nothing to me, all you did was take to satisfy your selfish heart.
You, on the other hand? You had absolutely nothing to lose. Because who are we kidding — you never really wanted me in the first place. So, the fact that I turned my back and left you wasn’t even a loss.
Do you want to know what finally made me leave, though? I woke up one day and realize what I had been avoiding for so long…
You don't even have a fucking heart.
There's just no way you could, not after what you put me through. You could never understand my hurt, my pain, my joy…nothing at all. You made me feel like shit for it — you made me feel like shit for being a person, with feelings.
You made me feel like there was something wrong with me when really, the problem was you all along.
You couldn’t feel anything and I don’t think you ever will, even if you tried.
Of course, I don’t regret it and I never will. Because of you, I’ll never be a fool again.
Just know that you didn’t break my heart. I didn’t let you go that far. You may have thought I was a fool, but I was way too strong to let you in like that.
Because I knew, my heart knew better than that. From the moment we met, I could see that you were full of shit. I insisted on denying what was right in front of my face though. And now I've learned the hard way.
You didn’t have a heart, you were just really good at pretending like you did.
Even though I saw right through you, I went for it because I was alone. I thought that I needed someone to complete me. I thought being alone was a death sentence for my heart.
I was so afraid of being alone for the rest of my life, that I settled for someone like you.
But now that I've met a heartless fool and wasted my time on one, I know what I should’ve known all along. And in the end, I've come out on top. Why?
Because I know everything that you don't. I know how to love with all my heart. I know how to be there, I know how to hold a hand, I know how to listen.
I know that waiting for the right guy is worth it, even if that means being on my own for a while…because the wrong guy is only ever gonna kick my heart around.
And I don’t regret you, because, without you, I never would have known.